Saturday, January 22, 2022

Secrets revealed

Once again, I have waited way too long to do this. Technical difficulties always get worse the longer I wait to update the blog so that also prevented me. So here goes Three months worth of stuff in our lives! Since it’s so much there is significantly less journaling in this and it’s all out of order. (I tried but I can also guarantee I'm leaving something out and some of the photos didn't come over.)

Visit from Nona and Pa

It was so fun to see them, and they stayed in such a cool little RV park that I want to go live someday! Cooper was so cute interacting with him and it was very clear that he loves him so much
They got him new toys, and one of them was a baby doll. He would say baby over and over again while looking for it, and then he found it and he picked it up and kissed it on the head and said “shh shh good baby” lol so cute
This was the first time that dallins Grama met Cooper





They liked painting together

Trip to Bass Pro Shop/visit from Grama and Grampa

Cooper was amazed at this place!








Then we tried to get him to paint. I thought he would love it, but he seems to have no interest. My dad had a fun time though lol



They needed stuff from floor and decor
This is what happens when u leave my dad alone in a room too long lol

Veterans Day

I love it when we don’t have school for holidays
I spent time with coop

The school did an assembly combined with the elementary 




Work

Have I mentioned that being a floater is horrible? With the technical difficulties of seven different rooms not just one
I will spend a ton of time on lessons and be super excited about them, and then the sites are blocked for students because they block everything. So that's frustrating 
We didn’t assignment that said the students favorite restaurants and I thought it was so funny that one of the students favorite restaurants was Sadie and Josie‘s
It was cool on my drive it looked like the pond was steaming because it’s cold
And the grass had frost so it kindof looked like snow 
Coop is a good companion to travel with to and from school every day. We have fun in the car
It's stressful and I feel like I'm putting out fires constantly and grading and planning constantly but I just had my formal evaluation and it went really well so I'm very relieved by that. It is my dream, that one day, students will just READ THE DIRECTIONS 😂 😆 that would seriously be LIFE CHANGING.

Van Gogh Exhibit 

We went to see the van Gogh exhibit in Scottsdale and it was really fun!
They put his paintings in motion on all the walls ceiling and floor it was incredible! We took tons of videos but it was hard bringing it over from the cloud or whatever
It was also in the same building where Clearlink used to be so it was cool to see the transformation
We went to dinner with Nick and Gianna before and it was fun catching up with them

Coop and Liv
They still love hanging out together!

Dallin and I are the exact opposite of each other

This is a test that tells you your signature strengths for free and we both took it. This one is mine
And this one is Dallin's 
We also did the Meyers-Briggs tests. 
I got 

ESTJ

and Dallin got

INFP

So literally the exact opposite in every possible way! hahaha
It says the best careers for your personality, and for mine it said Sales Manager and Dallin's said teacher haha so apparently we need to switch jobs!

Playing Around

He is literally into everything



New bath toys for free!





Park Dates with the neighbors




Stupid Covid

We have been exposed so many times but every time we test results are negative luckily

Messy

He is passionate about making messes
He treats it like it’s his job to make the biggest mess possible. So I have given up on trying to have a clean house. 


Girls day at Tina's

We got to see her new house, hear about her wedding, and see each other after it has been way too long!

Coop and Liv again




He loves to cuddle to music now

Every time he hears music he wants to cuddle

The secret to Reveal

Baby sister due July 9! 
This was how I told dallin
We did the sneak peek test and then they took like 3 weeks to get back to us when it’s supposed to take 3 days. So I had given up on finding out and dallins email was the results email address. So when he did finally get the result he was able to really surprise me. We were both so overjoyed it was a girl. It was like I couldn’t even process it. I just kept saying are you sure is this a joke haha

And I’m huge now. Had to start wearing maternity pants at like 11 weeks 
It has by far been 10 times harder symptom wise. I don’t have the petrifying fear anymore but every day it’s so hard to even get through the day. It’s soooo bad we have been in survival mode for three months. 


We were happy that it’s working out so far because the other secret to reveal is we had one and lost it back in may. So this time we definitely didn’t celebrate as early just in case. And so far everything is healthy so we’re grateful.

The Dogs

Aren’t they cute? I don’t think that when they won’t stop barking haha but we found a dog today and their owner came to get her and took Jake on a walk and so Jake met a new friend named Bella 😀
She has changed a lot and we’ve already had her a year



AEP

Dallins work took over his life Oct to Dec so that made being sick even worse. And it’s still up in the air about what’s happening with the company. But we survived the busy season so that’s good


Movie in the Park

This was a very long time ago haha but it was fun
Cooper just ran around the whole time he had no interest in a movie. But it was fun to see the neighbors and eat at a food truck


Bedtime

He gave up milk and bottles cold turkey so now he’s all about the song. He will instantly calm down and start falling asleep if you sing to him. He still does really well at napping so that's nice. This was him eating lunch before his nap and falling asleep while eating lol 

He was trying to climb out of the crib one day and Dallin saw it in the camera. He used the microphone to talk to him in the camera and said cooper no! (We never use the microphone thing so it really scared cooper. Lol he immediately flung himself off the rail and face first down onto the mattress and held perfectly still. He held so still for so long that he fell asleep that way. Hahaha he saw no one was in there but heard the voice so he must have thought God himself was speaking to him or something because it scared him so much he has not tried climbing out ever since then. Which I am grateful for lol


Brian Visited

They went to his first nfl game and played their game. After he found out he had Covid but we didn’t get it which is a miracle


Cardinals

They taped the pre game show right in front of Dallin and Brian!
Even cooper will watch football now

Dallin's Game

He loves it and tries to play or paint once a week



Fire

We had a fire to celebrate jojo’s life on the day we lost her. I still miss her every day. She loved fires so we did it for her. But we tried to make it a happy thing not a sad thing. Coop loved it.






Cooper and Cooper

On Halloween we had a play date with the other cooper and it was so fun! 


I put the candy down to hand out and coop was interested in going through it haha but we got pretty much no trick or treaters again



Boys watching Football

Josh Anthony and Dallin had a cookout and watched football and caught up. It was quite the feast!

Halloween

The dogs outfits
The decor ( because this was back when I felt good) I definitely don’t decorate anymore.
We celebrated by going to a trunk or treat at the church by our house
It was so fun!
Dallins costume was a crowd favorite again😀. I decorated the stroller to match coopers costume it was so cute.
There were a ton of people and a lot to do there. It was a big deal!




I was top gun

The zoo

We went with Michelle and Mario and it was amazing! 
Monkeys





We went on a train ride that took us on a tour of the whole zoo!


They loved the splash pad






He got to pet goats he was so excited.




We started shopping again because the online order and delivery thing had complications. I hate it so Dallin has mostly taken that over


Books

To help boost my mood I've been listening to books in the car and then I read at home and I'm addicted to my novels right now.
I have been listening to Sean achor’s books on happiness and they have helped me so much.

In the Yard


His buddy for playing in the yard is always Sadie. They're besties.

Lexi's house

He stayed at her house because marni was off for a few days in October and as always he had a blast


Thanksgiving

My mom and tom drove down for thanksgiving and brought cooper gifts!




We made an amazing breakfast with kneaders bread french toast
We went to zoo lights






nando's
We went to uptown jungle

He is forward Facing now in the car and he loves it
The classic cooper pose

Relaxing

It's nice that Sadie will cuddle with me while I read now like Jo used to. That was what I missed most so I love it. It's easier to like her now that she's potty trained too. I love my socks from our vacation they're so comfortable.
This doesn't even begin to show how bad my acne is lately. This was before it really got that bad. But I have started to care less about how I look and more about how i feel because I'm just trying to survive how crazy my life is right now

Sadie and Luna's birthday party

Olivia and Addison organized the party and they did so well it was so cute! They had matching birthday shirts on and they did games and food and cake and ice cream! They made signs and banners and decorated with streamers and balloons

Skyzone with Tonya

It was so fun seeing Tonya again! She came down to see Cami so we met up with them in Scottsdale and played at skyzone

They're the same in every way

Hahaha

Christmas

We went to Bass Pro shop to take christmas pictures and santa isn't allowed to hold kids because of covid so that was a let down. Now we have a weird picture of santa lurking in the background lol 
We went to SV for christmas and had fun
Cooper went on his first four wheeler ride and we gave my dad a share of the packers for christmas 
Meanwhile Sadie and Jake chilled at Lexi's with Luna and Ellie
She looked so cute with a bow in her hair
Their neighborhood goes crazy with lights and cooper got a bike!
And a basketball hoop!
Trenden gave him this busy cube



kicking a soccer ball in the back




It was such a good Christmas 
He is obsessed with his new bike

Vertuccio farms fall festival

This was back before I felt horrible so we were still doing things
It was super hot out but I still loved it



His favorite part was this huge jumping thing

Jake is trying to help me feel better about myself by gaining just as much weight 

He was always like 16 or 17 pounds and now he weighs 22 pounds! This was him trying to squeeze through the railing like Sadie does and getting stuck half way through. Lol it was sad but funny. I know the feeling Jake and I’m so sorry lol Sadie can fit through cuz she’s only 13 pounds and skin and bone. But still it’s crazy to think when we got her she was only 3 or 4 pounds.
I’m trying to get back into being social again but it’s not really happening all that often. At the end of the work day my back, feet, and head kill, and I feel nauseous and tired and have to go pick up coop who is a lot to handle so I usually collapse when I walk in the door. It’s bad from 1pm on and gets worse so by 4 I feel like I’m dying and it’s not uncommon for me to cry on the way home. I’ve just noticed lately my job is taking a lot out of me and I feel like I’m always working and since I have less energy, all of it is going to work. So the house is a wreck and I see my friends like once every 3 months I guess. So that’s my vent sesh but I’m hoping that it will go away soon or that it will go by fast. I’m also figuring out things I can do that will help and Dallin is a lifesaver. He even got me flowers last week and that was so sweet. Also I wanted a girl more than anything so if this is what I have to go through it’s well worth it! So this was the first time we’ve gotten back together in a while and it was good to hear about Gianna and Minnesota and Reanna and Michigan and Lexi and Nursing school. 
Cooper has a stomach bug right now so the last few days he has been sooooo sick it's been so sad. I'm hoping he gets over it soon. 
Hopefully next time I can blog more frequently. It's taken me 3 weekends just to do this one haha
Anyways hope you're doing well. See ya!